again

i had decided. i'm going to start everything all over again. if my dad are not supporting me, i will try to support myself. i mean the money matters.

now the things that i worry are my timetable and also transport problem. i gt a driving license but i got no car. the time that i free are not suit with the time which the others free. i got to solve these problem. THATS THE PROBLEM. AND I HAVE TO.....NOPE! IS A MUST. TO SOLVE THESE PROBLEM.

life is a game that full with decision. i have to decide things all the time no matter where and when.

i'm going to have a hair cut . it's like a thousand years i didn't cut my hair dy~~~~~~~~~~ n now....i'm still considering should i dye my hair. actually i had dye my hair for TWICE. bt it was like not much changes on the hair colour. the colour can be only see under light. i mean sun light.......................... it's a very very ~~~~ * gold dark brown* that nearly same with my natural hair colour .=.=~~~~~~~~i had wasted my money for 2 times.......so i should get a sharper colour this time.

what colour??? another decision i have to make.